Kurushiidaisuki (くるしいだいすき It's So Painful, I Love You?) is the song performed by EGOEGG. The song made its debut at EGOEGG ONEMAN LIVE "EGOISTA".
It is later released into the game as the event song for EGOEGG Re:born VOL.2.
Game Info[]
| ALL INFO LISTED BELOW ARE IN MANUAL MODE | |||||||||||
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| Servers | 
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BPM | 165 | ||||||||
| EASY | 4 | 196 | MU | ||||||
| NORMAL | 6 | 369 | MU | ||||||
| HARD | 12 | 638 | MU | ||||||
| EXPERT | 13+ | 849 | MU | ||||||
Video[]
Audio[]
| No. | Songs | Duration | Audio |
|---|---|---|---|
| 00 | Kurushiidaisuki | ||
| 00 | Kurushiidaisuki (Game Version) |
Lyrics[]
はれ • ライカ • 慈雨 • 美雲
ねぇ今何してるの?
ねぇ今どこにいるの?
ねぇ今愛してるの!
あたし以外あーげない
スクロールで生存確認
ゼロ距離で近づきたい
1人じゃ足りないビタミン
水とあたしの愛で完成ね
君の才能あたしがいなきゃで
あたしがいるの君だけの才能
君の腕 君の口に
24時間なってあげる
愛以外
他にいらない
なんでもあげるから
そばにいてよ
自己嫌悪の夜に
甘いチョコレート
満たされたいし満たしたいの
悲しいこと楽しいこと吐き出してよ
また強がって情けなくて愛しくなっちゃう脳
四六時中細胞君の匂いで
くるしいだいすき
バグる未来図
描く理想像 ギャップを闊歩
悟るマイルール
そんなの全部 ぶっ飛ばそうよ
君の全部
今も全部
あたしだけよ
爪の先まで浸透中
スクランブル全方位
抱きしめても良いよね
不安で眠れなくって
星空も通り過ぎる
あの子もその子も月の裏側
見せたくないもの目一杯あるから
喜んで嘘吐き出す
あれもこれも君のためだ
ねぇ今何してるの?
ねぇ今どこにいるの?
ねぇ今愛してるの!
これが生きる理由
近づいて近くで触れられないのは
私と君との境界線
寂しくて寂しい
声で満たして
お願いお願いお呪い
愛以外
他にいらない
なんでもあげるから
そばにいてよ
自己嫌悪の夜に
甘いチョコレート
満たされたいし満たしたいの
悲しいこと楽しいこと吐き出してよ
また強がって情けなくて愛しくなっちゃう脳
四六時中細胞君の匂いで
ごめんね愛してる
Hare • Raika • Jiu • Mikumo
Nē ima nanishiteru no?
Nē ima dokonīru no?
Nē ima aishiteru no!
Atashi igai āgenai
Sukurōru de seizon kakunin
Zero kyori de chikadzukitai
Hitori ja tarinai bitamin
Mizu to atashi no ai de kansei ne
Kimi no sainō atashi ga inakyade
Atashi ga iru no kimi dake no sainō
Kimi no ude kimi no kuchi ni
Nijūyojikan natte ageru
Ai igai
Hoka ni iranai
Nandemo agerukara
Sobanīte yo
Jikokeno no yoru ni
Amai chokorēto
Mitasaretai shi mitashitai no
Kanashī koto tanoshī koto hakidashite yo
Mata tsuyogatte nasakenakute itoshikunacchau nō
Shirokujichū saibō kimi no niyoi de
Kurushī daisuki
Baguru mirai zu
Egaku risōzō gyappu o kappo
Satoru mairūru
Sonnano zenbu buttoba sō yo
Kimi no zenbu
Imamo zenbu
Atashi dake yo
Tsume no saki made shintōchū
Sukuranburu zenhōi
Dakishimete mo ī yone
Fuan de nemurenakutte
Hoshizora mo tōrisugiru
Ano ko mo sono ko mo tsuki no uragawa
Misetakunai mono meippai arukara
Yorokonde usohakidasu
Aremokoremo kimi no tame da
Nē ima nanishiteru no?
Nē ima dokonīru no?
Nē ima aishiteru no!
Kore ga ikiru riyū
Chikadzuite chikakude furerarenai nowa
Watashi to kimi to no kyōkaisen
Sabishikute sabishī
Koe de mitashite
Onegai onegai omajinai
Ai igai
Hoka ni iranai
Nandemo agerukara
Sobanīte yo
Jikokeno no yoru ni
Amai chokorēto
Mitasaretai shi mitashitai no
Kanashī koto tanoshī koto hakidashite yo
Mata tsuyogatte nasakenakute itoshikunacchau nō
Shirokujichū saibō kimi no niyoi de
Gomenne aishiteru
Hare • Raika • Jiu • Mikumo
Hey, what are you doing right now?
Hey, where are you right now?
Hey, I love you right now!
I won't let you have anyone other than me!
Scrolling to affirm my existence,
I want to get closer to you—zero distance!
Your vitamins aren't enough for one person,
So let my fluids and my love complete it.
Your talent isn't possible without me either,
So I'm right here, making it your talent alone.
In your arms and inside your mouth,
I'll be there 24 hours everyday.
I don't need anything else,
Other than love.
I'll give you anything,
So please stay by my side.
On nights of self-loathing,
With this sweet chocolate,
I want to satisfy you and I want to be satisfied too.
Spitting out both the sad things and happy things,
Acting tough again, such pathetic intellect, yet I'm starting to become lovable.
Your scent filling my cells around the clock.
It's so painful, I love you...
With a buggy image of the future,
Striding through the gap between the ideal image I drew and the reality of it,
I begin to understand my rules.
But let's blow all of that away!
All of you,
Even now, I want it all.
You belong to me only,
So penetrate me deep with your fingertips.
Scrambling in every direction,
It's okay for me to hold you, right?
With my anxiousness I can't sleep at all,
As the starry sky passes by.
That girl and this girl on the other side of the moon.
Because there's too many things that I don't want you to see,
I'd gladly spit out lies.
Everything I do is for you!
Hey, what are you doing right now?
Hey, where are you right now?
Hey, I love you right now!
This is my reason for living!
When wanting to, I can't draw closer and touch you,
Because of the boundaries between you and me.
I feel so lonely, it's lonely,
So please satisfy me with your voice.
Please, please, it's a curse...
I don't need anything else,
Other than love.
I'll give you anything,
So please stay by my side.
On nights of self-loathing,
With this sweet chocolate,
I want to satisfy you and I want to be satisfied too.
Spitting out both the sad things and happy things,
Acting tough again, such pathetic intellect, yet I'm starting to become lovable.
Your scent filling my cells around the clock.
Sorry, I really love you so much...[1]
Live Performances[]
- November 3, 2025: EGOEGG ONEMAN LIVE "EGOISTA"
- January 12, 2026: "VDC Magazine 037" Release Commemorative Special Event[2]
- January 16, 2026: EGOEGG×Ma'Scar'Piece TWO-MAN LIVE BREAK!
- January 26, 2026: EGOEGG SHOWCASE Vol.1
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